one step at a time lollipop love in this club touch my body forever falsetto leaving

listening to old playlists is weird. jordin sparks, lil wayne, usher, mariah carey, chris brown, the dream. JESSE MCCARTNEY. it feels like senior year again. almost. i miss it.

NAHHHHT. as davis would say, but with 3 more A's, 7 more H's and more sincerity than i'm comfortable with. i don't miss high school, but i miss people and free periods and online enviro classes. maybe he feels the same way.

i applied for four jobs this past week - target, middlesex savings bank, anthropologie, and tjmaxx. i've already been rejected from the bank because they're not looking for seasonal workers. anthropologie is only looking for interns who can get school credit for doing what is basically arts and crafts to put in the store display. i don't want to work at target unless i'm hired at anthropologie as well - they're both 35 minutes away from my house, 2 minutes away from each other. tjmaxx is 5 minutes away.

this week i have:
made two friendship bracelets
colored
cooked macaroni for lunch
read three books
bought what my mom thinks is an overpriced shirt

if there is anything i learned in college, it is that i am not unique.

We used to talk every night, but now he'd rather smoke up instead. He prefers pot over me. I'M LESS INTERESTING THAN A PLANT.

This week I have:
COOKED STIR FRY
not formed an exercise plan
not planned a road trip
SAVED MONEY
not tiedyed
not had a haircut
not mown the lawn
not slept on a battleship
not played singstar
UNPACKED HALF MY STUFF
STARTED MY WINNIE THE POOH 1000-PIECE PUZZLE

Hopefully next week will be more productive. I'm going to Montreal tomorrow to visit my grandma!

“You’re gonna notice me when I come in. I’m gonna make a statement without opening my mouth, and when I leave, you’re gonna remember that.”

—	Busta Rhymes