It took forever deciding which shower to use today. Two of them had used (!) tampons in them so they were obviously no gos. The other two were eh. But finally I decided on the cleaner one with the shower curtain that is too small.

I finally put up pictures on my wall! After I stood up from my desk I realized they were crooked but I guess I'll fix them later. I need better pictures of my home friends! I don't have any with them.

Sundays have been really great recently. I wonder how the glory and magnificence of God can be so overwhelming during service, but when I'm at home reading the Bible or listening at small group I don't see it or even think about it. There is only one possible explanation.

I AM A SUNDAY CHRISTIAN.

Realizing that is so strange for me. I thought I had grown past that stage back in junior high, or maybe early high school. Maybe I've been growing even slower than I thought. Maybe all of those changes I've been through are just personal goals that I've met, things that would have happened even if I didn't believe in living for a higher power.

Things in the past, things yet unseen 
Wishes and dreams that are yet to come true
All of my hopes, all of my plans
My heart and my hands are lifted to You.

This is my goal, to give everything I have and am.

Today is one of those days where all I can feel is fat and inadequate. People keep telling me, oh I would never have guessed you gained 5 pounds this year, you look the same, I can't tell at all! Maybe other people can't tell but I certainly can. I KNOW I'm not overweight, but I'd like to be the weight I was before starting college, aka 5 pounds lighter.

Everyone here has their best friends, except me.

I applied for this summer internship, I really hope I get the position in Dallas so I can just be away from home and college this summer.

an excellent day!!

Bought post-its and a clicky eraser, finished my cover letter, went to job training, dropped my Chinese class, got into the sustainable living class with JESS, watched Kaba Modern liiiive, had a burrito for dinner, omg. Thank you God for the best day ever!! Exaggeration but today really was quite excellent.

First Day of School!

The weather is really gross, but school was not that bad :) I only spent 50 minutes inside classrooms today because we got let out early. And I made two sales on ebay! I am 25 dollars richer. No one is buying my $100 textbook though. Sad.

Okay this happiness meme project is fail.

Happiness Meme Days 7 - 9

I watched The Proposal and Inglorious Basterds with my siblings. I went food shopping with my mom and finally got my scrapbook! And the pictures for it finallyyy came in the mail :)

Happiness Meme Day 6

Babies :)

Happiness Meme Day 5

The library is so WARM compared to my house. I have to spend less time on the computer and more time outside my room.

Happiness Meme Day 4

I was really depressed all of break because I am super poor right now, but today I remembered that I can sell my old textbooks. So if I can get rid of all of them that is about $250 which should be enough to last me the semester.

Happiness Meme 3

Today I bought a corner craft punch!! On sale! It makes corners of papers and photos round. Excitement!! :))

Happiness Meme 2

My dentist didn't tell me I needed to floss or wear my retainer more. Although I suspect that is because he was in a rush..I never floss or wear my retainer.

Happiness Meme 1.2

Sarah sent this to me and it is too great.

Happiness Meme

A blogger I follow on tumblr does this project where for 365 days, she writes about something that made her happy that day, no matter how big or small.

There are those days where I hate everything, but really, God has blessed my life so many wonderful people and things, and I want to be able to look back and remember and be thankful.

So...Day 1!

I got a free trial on Netflix and I can spend the rest of my vacation watching movies and shows online :) Mundane, but I'm easy to please.

Resolutions 2

This is kind of short-term but I want to start my scrapbook and complete most of it this winter break, as in put in everything that has happened up until now, from sixth grade on. I ordered 75 free prints from shutterfly today so I am on my way! I'm too poor for a real scrapbook though, so I'm using a random journal. Hopefully everything fits in it. Yayy.

Resolutions

1. Learn how to say no. Don't be a tool.

2. Eat less instead of pigging out.