Today is one of those days where all I can feel is fat and inadequate. People keep telling me, oh I would never have guessed you gained 5 pounds this year, you look the same, I can't tell at all! Maybe other people can't tell but I certainly can. I KNOW I'm not overweight, but I'd like to be the weight I was before starting college, aka 5 pounds lighter.

Everyone here has their best friends, except me.

I applied for this summer internship, I really hope I get the position in Dallas so I can just be away from home and college this summer.